Corruption of our youth, Ladies?
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January 1st, 2008 at 3:33 AM One of the fantasies that keeps coming back to me is not the adult molesting children fantasy, no no, I leave that to Republicans and other immoral people of the world. I have a friend who once told me she had this fantasy that kept plaguing her. It was about a group younger boys of about 12 or 13 ( we were 16 or 18 at the time, I believe) all ganging up on her and abusing her. Something about the perversity of it just got her off. She also had a lot of guilt over the fantasy despite it being one that she would never act on. As I read and review fantasy stories from my email, I come across many stories with similar themes and they always resonate with me and make me think of her… often, directly after that of course… I guess having been a teenage boy with twisted fantasies and desires, I have a hard time imagining myself as innocent and corruptible, in those days. I was corrupted by nature, no one needed to help me along. Now, lets be clear here, cause this is one of those touchy subjects. I am not advocating playing with kids or teenagers, I am not suggesting inviting them into the scene or contacting them on myspace for sex, again, I am not Republican. What I am saying, however, is that much of our sexuality and fantasy evolved during our teenage and pre-teen years and much of our sexuality is rooted in the images and impulses that sprang from that time, today. Now, if you were like me, and really who would not want to be? You not only had fantasies about torturing and molesting your classmates, bless your black little soul, but about your best friends mother, the lady who ran the school office, the female gym coach and, of course, Charlies Angels, Brooke Shields and all of those 60’s, 70’s, 80’s or whenever you grew up icons In all of these fantasies and visions, I am still in my mind a teenager or younger, because thats when these fantasies were born. RIGHt? Perhaps, thats why I look at these 14 year old boys who have sex with their playboy model looking teachers and think to myself not about what victims these kids are, but what lucky little shits they are. The only disappointment I have is they did not seem to be abused from their teachers at all. Abusing school teachers is one of the most sacred and important fantasies of our youth, both for the girls and boys. Sitting with your friends you learn a lot, of course everyone has their vanilla fantasies about kissing and having sex with the teacher and an act or instance of fellatio and playing with them. But if it’s safe, if you don’t get laughed at, the darker and more serious fantasies come out and you find out just how common a desire it is to see the teacher cry, to use a belt on her/his ass and even the male gonad or breasts. To push sharp things in her/his ass and use a blow dryer on her Clitoris or his Scrotum to make it burn. You hear how we should tie them to a tree and how we should let the whole class sodomize them, sometimes I really miss the fourth grade. (LOL)… Our sexuality is forever tied to our youth. For some that is reflected in the desire to have young girlfriends or boyfriends or in the eternal quest to look young, others, mostly Republicans, become child molesters as their desires, twisted and warped by Ann Coulter truly do victimize little children. For some of us though, it is a triumph, because, you see back then, I was not so lucky as to get to abuse my school teacher, but as an adult and a sadist now, I know plenty of school teachers! It’s really amazing how many school teachers there are in the scene! I just love that! If parents knew what these teachers did while dressed up in school girl outfits at seedy S&M clubs…. I have no desire to Sodomize a schoolgirl, but a teacher dressed up in a schoolgirl outfit? well hell, that’s just a good Friday night. Foot note:Images from Drawn sex 1000568542 veiwing for sources of Playgirl Playmates and For Ladies Only and much more sites |



